A Mango - Shaped Space by Wendy Mass

Here is the beginning of my list of books written by Wendy Mass.

5^th Grade and Up

13-year-old Mia Winchell is keeping something from everyone who knows her: she was born with synesthesia; sounds, numbers and letters have color for her. When trouble in school finally convinces Mia to reveal her secret, she feels like a freak. Her family and friends have trouble relating to her as she embarks on an intense journey of self-discovery. By the time she realizes she has isolated herself from all the people who care about her, it’s almost too late.

For people who enjoyed ‘Fish in a Tree’ by Lynda Mullaly Hunt, here is another story about a girl whose brain is different, doesn’t understand why and hides it from her friends and family.

I first learned about synesthesia from reading, ‘Out of my Mind’ by Sharon M. Draper, the first book I reviewed on this blog. I learned about it again watching the TNT show ‘The Librarians’. One of the characters on the show, Cassandra Cillian, is a synesthete (a person with synesthesia).

There are many different types of synesthesia. Mia herself has a few. She has grapheme-color synesthesia and chromesthesia and many others are mentioned.

Grapheme-color synesthesia is one of the most common forms and means she sees numbers and letters in color, like the title of this book. Personally, this seems pretty cool and doesn’t seem like a truly bad thing. Reading a book would never be boring.

Chromesthesia is another common form of synesthesia and means she sees colors and shapes depending on different sounds. For example, ‘screeching chalk sizzles with jagged red sparks’. This sounds like it could get annoying at times, like if she’s in a loud place with different sounds/colors/shapes coming at her at once. I know I hate being in loud crowded places but I would hate it more if I couldn’t see through all the colors flashing in my eyes.

I don’t really blame Mia for hiding her difference. Up until she was seven, she thought that’s how everyone saw the world. When she tried to explain what she saw, her teacher told her to stop being ridiculous in front of the whole class. Take it from someone who knows, being ridiculed by a teacher in grade school can make you feel so small.

This is a coming-of-age book. Meaning it’s a book about finding out who you are and what is your place in the world. I would give advice on this but I’m still going through it and I’m 23. Mia kind of makes too much of a big deal about being a synesthete and being different, it seems more like just a cool ability but not something that has to define you.

I hate how her parents think Mia is lying when she finally tells them and how they act like it’s the end of the world. But I guess I can understand how a parent can feel helpless when they can’t understand their own child.

I’m glad this book exists to show people that synesthesia is a real thing. That kids who talk about seeing words in color aren’t just goofing around. That happens so many times in this book it made me sick.

For more about synesthesia, look up ‘What color is Tuesday? Exploring synesthesia’ on YouTube.